Office Politics & my deep thoughts

*All those who’re still experiencing ur peaceful years in sch or nt interested in “too-chim –deep-thoughts-talk”, skip this post.*

以下意见 纯属看法
同意与否 up.to.you

忘了从何时开始我发现自己长大、成熟了，因为越想越多。
想到有时候脑袋都快爆炸了，我却还是那么享受思考与分享的过程。
This is not my 1st job, but then office politics is like everywhere, serious or not则是另外一回事。人类的关系，复杂的程度，可想而知。Well, I heard from here and there bout my colleagues, gd or bad, all sorts of comments bout their character. Guess ppl can’t be a “total-likable” unless u’re god. No matter how gd u’re as a person, someone’s bound to find fault in u. You might think no, but how would u know if that someone backstabs you? Even if he or she’s someone close, he or she would somehow bad-mouth u, either in the past, now or in future. I try nt to backstab, but it’s a fact that I did bad-mouthed others.
I’m not trying to hurt that person, just being honest.
*I’m nt pin-pointing to anyone nor myself now, juz what I think.*

Gd pts bout my colleagues I know: WZ’s a very kind boss, Bob’s very humourous, JY’s very organised, KL’s a “fast-writer”, SH’s a very gd “PR”…etc.
*Always look on the “bright” side*
See? I see their gd pts, so难得leh! Cos human’s tend to see the weakness of others.

Ppl say that one cannot stay as纯真as u grow up, haha… yeah nt 100%纯真now but I still see tat kind of “pureness” in few friends ard me.
“真实”是人类能直接感受到的，无法掩饰。
So, if u’re “fake”, ppl know.
Worse still, if u can’t even sense that u’re “fake”, then consider banging the wall! Haha~
有时候，要分清楚“伪装”和“双重性格”确实有些难。
I was quite a nice person when I was younger, cos I didn’t want to offend anybody. Since I met YB, I realise being straightforward in what you say could be gd too, just that I tend to bicker more with friends. I hate that kind of feeling, esp when I’m one who ain’t the type to admit defeat. 很想好好跟人说话，可是有时候他们就是不同意我的看法。What to do? 生闷气lor!
I think I know many friends think I’m smiling most of the time, my record of crying in front of friends? Guess only my CHILDHOOD playmates have seen me cry before. *Friends reading my blog now should nt have seen me cry before… haha*
Smiles can get weary too.
Still, I’m optimistic.
I really think I’m way too optimistic at times.
真的觉得天是不会塌下来的。

*命苦？差得远~*
*好命？不见得~*

PS: After reading this post, try analysing if you know urself well. Don’t be surprise even if you don’t! Cos you know 50% of urself from ur family and close friends. :)